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Radical Grace Through Radical Means!

Angry or Loving God?

God banished Adam from the Garden of Eden so that he could not eat from the Tree of Life. This was after Adam partook from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil.

Genesis 3:22-24 [AMP]
And the Lord God said, Behold, the man has become like one of Us [the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit], to know [how to distinguish between] good and evil and blessing and calamity; and now, lest he put forth his hand and take also from the tree of life and eat, and live forever—Therefore the Lord God sent him forth from the Garden of Eden to till the ground from which he was taken. So [God] drove out the man; and He placed at the east of the Garden of Eden the cherubim and a flaming sword which turned every way, to keep and guard the way to the tree of life.

If one perceives God as an angry and morose God, that act of God would be seen as a form of punishment meted out of wrath.

But if the same one can see the love of God behind that act, that one would realize the immensity of God’s love.

How could that act be done out of love?

When Adam ate from the forbidden tree, it signified his choice to judge good and evil for himself based on his own limited knowledge and intelligence. In essence, Adam rejected God.

Romans 1:22 [AMP]
Claiming to be wise, they became fools [professing to be smart, they made simpletons of themselves].

It is pertinent to note that when Adam made that decision to disobey God, sin was not yet in the world.

Romans 5:12 [AMP]
Therefore, as sin came into the world through one man, and death as the result of sin, so death spread to all men, [no one being able to stop it or to escape its power] because all men sinned.

Romans 5:19 [AMP]
For just as by one man’s disobedience (failing to hear, heedlessness, and carelessness) the many were constituted sinners, so by one Man’s obedience the many will be constituted righteous (made acceptable to God, brought into right standing with Him).

Disobedience gave rise to sin.

There was a missing element in Adam, the representative of mankind, which underlined his decision. That missing element was the knowledge of God’s great love for him.

The Tree of Life would have given him that knowledge.

But Adam would have been so completely devastated and crushed if he had that knowledge against the backdrop of his rejection of God. The consequential guilt and condemnation would utterly destroy him.

There was a need for the expiation or appeasing of that resultant guilt and condemnation. God in His everlasting love for us that spans from before antiquity to eternity provided for that propitiation; the death of His only Beloved Son as a mere man in the name of Jesus Who would become the Christ or Messiah (God’s Anointed One).

Hence, Romans 8:1, AMP tells us that there is therefore now no condemnation (no adjudging guilty of wrong) for those who are in Christ Jesus.

At this juncture, it is exciting to compare and contrast Judas Iscariot and Peter. Both of them betrayed or rejected Jesus, Who is God [John 1:1].

I believe Judas Iscariot is a picture of Adam partaking from both the forbidden tree and the Tree of Life, in that order. It also reveals the reason for the banishment of Adam from the Garden of Eden and the great love of God for having done so. It also shows the dire need to seek the gift of no condemnation in, from and through Jesus the Christ.

Judas Iscariot chose to manage the guilt and condemnation based on his own judgment just as Adam would have done. For Adam had chosen to judge good and evil for himself.

Matthew 27:3-5 [AMP]
When Judas, His betrayer, saw that [Jesus] was condemned, [Judas was afflicted in mind and troubled for his former folly; and] with remorse [with little more than a selfish dread of the consequences] he brought back the thirty pieces of silver to the chief priests and the elders,  Saying, I have sinned in betraying innocent blood. They replied, What is that to us? See to that yourself. And casting the pieces of silver [forward] into the [Holy Place of the sanctuary of the] temple, he departed; and he went off and hanged himself.

Acts 1:18 tells us that the middle of his body burst open with the intestines pouring out.

How did Judas Iscariot receive the apparently sudden revelation that he has betrayed innocent blood?

He was one of the twelve apostles who followed Jesus in His earthly ministry. I am sure he witnessed for himself first-hand the acknowledgement of Jesus as the Son of God even by demons.

Matthew 8:28-29 [AMP]
And when He arrived at the other side in the country of the Gadarenes, two men under the control of demons went to meet Him, coming out of the tombs, so fierce and savage that no one was able to pass that way.  And behold, they shrieked and screamed, What have You to do with us, Jesus, Son of God? Have You come to torment us before the appointed time?

And right before that, Jesus calmed the storm with just a word leaving the apostles bewildered.

Matthew 8:27 [AMP]
 And the men were stunned with bewildered wonder and  marveled, saying, What kind of Man is this, that even the winds and the sea obey Him!

I believe Judas Iscariot received that revelation in the same way Peter received the revelation of Jesus as the Son of the Living God.

God, the Father Himself told him.

Matthew 16:13-17 [AMP]
Now when Jesus went into the region of Caesarea Philippi, He asked His disciples, Who do people say that the Son of Man is? And they answered, Some say John the Baptist; others say Elijah; and others Jeremiah or one of the prophets. He said to them, But who do you [yourselves] say that I am? Simon Peter replied, You are the Christ, the Son of the living God. Then Jesus answered him, Blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) are you, Simon Bar-Jonah. For flesh and blood [men] have not revealed this to you, but My Father Who is in heaven.

When Judas Iscariot received that revelation of love against his betrayal of such great love, he could not handle the immense guilt and condemnation that ensued. Instead of running to Jesus, Judas Iscariot chose to appease those crushing emotions in his own way.

Is it any wonder that God warned us through the prophet Isaiah against such efforts that are based on our own estimation? They are like filthy rags!

Isaiah 64:6 [AMP]
For we have all become like one who is unclean [ceremonially, like a leper], and all our righteousness (our best deeds of rightness and justice) is like filthy rags or a polluted garment; we all fade like a leaf, and our iniquities, like the wind, take us away [far from God’s favor, hurrying us toward destruction].

Peter also betrayed Jesus. However, the defining difference was that Peter continued to fix his gaze on Jesus; that same gaze that enabled Peter to walk on water.

Matthew 14:28-29 [AMP]
And Peter answered Him, Lord, if it is You, command me to come to You on the water. He said, Come! So Peter got out of the boat and walked on the water, and he came toward Jesus.

Bible says that even after Peter rejected Jesus, he followed Jesus throughout the ordeal.

Peter was also stricken with the debilitating guilt and condemnation. However, he caught the look of Jesus. I believe that was a look of forgiveness. It was a look of no condemnation.

Luke 22:54-62 [AMP]
54 Then they seized Him and led Him away, bringing Him into the house of the high priest. Peter was following at a distance.
55 And when they had kindled a fire in the middle of the courtyard and were seated together, Peter sat among them.
56 Then a servant girl, seeing him as he sat in the firelight and gazing [intently] at him, said, This man too was with Him.
57 But he denied it and said, Woman, I do not know Him!
58 And a little later someone else saw him and said, You are one of them also. But Peter said, Man, I am not!
59 And when about an hour more had elapsed, still another emphatically insisted, It is the truth that this man also was with Him, for he too is a Galilean!
60 But Peter said, Man, I do not know what you are talking about. And instantly, while he was still speaking, the cock crowed.
61 And the Lord turned and looked at Peter. And Peter recalled the Lord’s words, how He had told him, Before the cock crows today, you will deny Me thrice.
62 And he went out and wept bitterly [that is, with painfully moving grief].

When our Lord Jesus Christ was resurrected, he singled out Peter to receive news of His resurrection.

Mark 16:1-7 [AMP]
And when the Sabbath was past [that is, after the sun had set], Mary Magdalene, and Mary [the mother] of James, and Salome purchased sweet-smelling spices, so that they might go and anoint [Jesus’ body].
2 And very early on the first day of the week they came to the tomb; [by then] the sun had risen.
3 And they said to one another, Who will roll back the stone for us out of [the groove across the floor at] the door of the tomb?
4 And when they looked up, they [distinctly] saw that the stone was already rolled back, for it was very large.
5 And going into the tomb, they saw a young man sitting [there] on the right [side], clothed in a [long, stately, sweeping] robe of white, and they were utterly amazed and struck with terror.
6 And he said to them, Do not be amazed and terrified; you are looking for Jesus of Nazareth, Who was crucified. He has risen; He is not here. See the place where they laid Him.
7 But be going; tell the disciples and Peter, He goes before you into Galilee; you will see Him there, [just] as He told you.

When the resurrected Jesus appeared to His disciples, it was the disciple who was conscious of His love that recognized Him.  And Peter who received just a look of no condemnation that kept him alive sprang towards love personified.

John 21:7 [AMP]
Then the disciple whom Jesus loved said to Peter, It is the Lord! Simon Peter, hearing him say that it was the Lord, put (girded) on his upper garment (his fisherman’s coat, his outer tunic)—for he was stripped [for work]—and sprang into the sea.

The resurrected Lord Jesus then went on to reaffirm Peter and entrusted Peter with what He came to die for; His lambs and sheep [John 21:15-18, AMP].

I believe the dialogue between the resurrected Jesus and Peter in John 21:15-18 was about the Lord letting Peter know just how much He loved Peter.  It was not about how much Peter loved the Lord.

It has always been the case.  It is about how much God loved us.

We love Him, because He first loved us. [1 John 4:19, AMP].

We can never love our Lord Jesus Christ as much as He loved us.

How precious is that free gift of no condemnation wrought by and through the blood of God’s only Beloved Son!

When the Bible is read from the lens of God’s great love for us, we would begin to catch a glimpse of just how much God loves us.

At this point, let us lift our hearts to thank God our loving Father for giving us His only Beloved Son as a mere man in the name of Jesus to die the horrific death as the scum of the world on the Cross.

He Who knew no sin God made Him to be sin so that we might become the righteousness of God. [2 Corinthians 5:21].

We have been given the power (might) to be free from condemnation!


Material blessings alone can never convince us that God loves us. This has been proven beyond the shadow of a doubt by Adam.

Adam was blessed with every material blessing. God even ministered to his other needs by giving him a wife.

Yet, without the knowledge of God’s great and everlasting love for us, we fall prey to the lie that God is withholding good things from us.

Genesis 2:16 [AMP]
And the Lord God commanded the man, saying, You may freely eat of every tree of the garden;

Genesis 2:18 [AMP]
Now the Lord God said, It is not good (sufficient, satisfactory) that the man should be alone; I will make him a helper (suitable, adapted, complementary) for him.

Genesis 3:5 [AMP]
For God knows that in the day you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing the difference between good and evil and blessing and calamity.

Today, God is refuting that lie through Romans 8:32 [AMP], He who did not withhold or spare [even] His own Son but gave Him up for us all, will He not also with Him freely and graciously give us all [other] things?

God is telling us to seek first the knowledge of His love for us and all the things we need shall be added to us [Matthew 6:33].

Let our soul be filled with the knowledge of His great love.

3 John 1:2 [KJV]
Beloved, I wish above all things that thou mayest prosper and be in health, even as thy soul prospereth.

Remember that the serpent is cursed to eat dust all the days of his life [Genesis 3:14]. We have been made from dust [Genesis 2:7]. And the adversary roams around like a lion roaring [in fierce hunger], seeking someone to seize upon and devour [1 Peter 5:8].

Satan can only deceive those who do not know of God’s great love. This is evident from the account of the Fall. Adam and Eve did not possess this knowledge.

God created the entire cosmos to show mankind, the crown of all His wonderful creation, just how much He loved us. This is so that we will choose to receive His love and become His beloved children.

Love cannot be made or forced. Love has to be mutual for it to be beautiful.

Our temporary existence in this transient world is to learn just how much God loved us.

God made Adam with the gift of free choice. God intended for man to exercise that gift with the knowledge of His great love and not based on sight-driven desires.

God yearns for us to willingly accept His love for us with the gift of free choice He first gave to us.

The gift of free choice would cost God His treasure of treasures; the Son of His love [Colossians 1:13, AMP], Who came in the flesh not just as a mere man but as the scum of the world.

Ephesians 2:6-8 [AMP]
Who, although being essentially one with God and in the form of God [possessing the fullness of the attributes which make God God], did not think this equality with God was a thing to be eagerly grasped or retained,  But stripped Himself [of all privileges and rightful dignity], so as to assume the guise of a servant (slave), in that He became like men and was born a human being. And after He had appeared in human form, He abased and humbled Himself [still further] and carried His obedience to the extreme of death, even the death of the cross!

In Roman times, only the worst of criminals die on the cross.

The only Beloved Son of the Living God came just to do that.

Today, we have a wonderful and beloved friend in Jesus.  He is our Refuge and Strength [mighty and impenetrable to temptation], a very present and well-proved help in trouble [Psalm 46:1, AMP].


If you have been struggling to know your purpose in life, let it be known to you that it is to learn the great love of God for you; His great love that has been shown and proven by the death of His only Beloved Son, Jesus the Christ.

We have been born with that inherent guilt and condemnation.  There is nothing that we can ever do to remove them. Their total and complete eradication has been done in the Person of Jesus the Christ, the only Beloved Son of the Living God. [Acts 13:38-39]

What is sin? Sin is missing the mark.

What mark? The duty to know how much God loves us.

Hence, sin is rejecting God's love. The inherent guilt and condemnation that we inherited from Adam when he first rejected God.

If you want to taste the goodness of this great love, give permission to Jesus to lavish it on you. Invite Him into your life. Let Him lead you;  let His love for you be your guide; let Him (His love for you) be the Lord in your life.

In and of ourselves, we can never appease that inherent guilt and condemnation that drive us towards pain and despair.

Receive that gift of no condemnation.  Let Jesus the Christ fill you with joy and peace! 

The Love Boat

God made me from dust through Adam.  Then God made me rich from the inside out from and through the blood of His only Beloved Son as Jesus the Christ [3 John 1:2, 2 Corinthians 8:9].

When God cursed the snake to eat dust (i.e. me), all the days of his life [Genesis 3:14], he has been roaming around like a lion roaring in fierce hunger, seeking someone to seize upon and devour [1 Peter 5:8, AMP].

But thank God for having transferred me from the dominion of darkness into the kingdom of the Son of His love [Colossians 1:13, AMP].

Darkness is not having God’s love or not knowing that He loves me.  I am not without God’s love. God is for me, with me and in me [Romans 8:31, Zephaniah 3:17, 1 John 4:4, AMP].

God loves me!

The death of His only Beloved Son as Jesus the Christ has shown and proven it [Romans 5:8].

Today, I am no longer food for satan. The only Beloved Son of God as Jesus the Man has redeemed me from the curse [Galatians 3:13, AMP].

God’s love for me has redeemed me from the curse.

When I see Jesus, I see God’s love for me.

When I hear Jesus, I hear God’s love for me.

Hearing how much God loves me as shown and proven by the death of His only Beloved Son as Jesus the Man causes me to trust Him.

Hence, faith comes by hearing [what is told], and what is heard comes by the preaching [of the message that came from the lips] of Christ (the Messiah Himself).

What did Jesus say? He said in John 16:27 [AMP] –“For the Father Himself [tenderly] loves you because you have loved Me and have believed that I came out from the Father.

When I believe that Jesus is the only Beloved son of God, I accept the demonstration and proof of God’s love for me.  With that, I see God as my loving Father Who tenderly loves me.

I am a success because God loves me.

Everything I touch prospers because God loves me.

I am filled with joy and peace because God loves me.

I am healthy and wealthy because God loves me.

I am highly favoured and richly blessed because God loves me deeply.

All good things, goodness and mercy hunt me down because God loves me.

God has demonstrated and proven His love for me by sparing not even His only Beloved Son because He so loved me from before antiquity to eternity [Romans 8:32, John 3:16, AMP].


The show “Love Boat” reminds me of Noah’s Ark. Noah’s ark reminds me Jesus the Christ. Jesus the Christ reminds me of how much God loves me!

Love of God


The word “obedience” in Philippians 2:8 caught my attention. It brought to mind Romans chapter 5, in particular Romans 5:12 and 19.

It struck me that disobedience did not arise due to sin. Sin entered the world through disobedience. The thought brought me back to the Garden of Eden as recorded in Genesis 3:6 where Adam ate from the forbidden tree.

Sin was not in the world before Adam ate from the forbidden tree. Yes, I am stating the obvious. But it occurred to me that the decision to do so a.k.a. disobey God was made before sin even entered the world.  

The million dollar question: What caused Adam to disobey God when sin was not yet in the picture. I have always thought that Adam disobeyed God because of sin.

It reveals the propensity of the first man, the representative of mankind, to disobey God. This characteristic of disobedience was already in the first man before sin came on stage.

This is the flesh; the default mechanism in man to disobey God.  Why?

The reason: not knowing God’s Fatherly love.

When we know that God is our loving Father, we can trust in Him to have our best interests at heart. Our loving Father is All-knowing, All-powerful and All-present. We can be rest assured that His love for us will cause Him to use all of His knowledge and power for our good all the time.  Hence, we have assurance that all things work together for our good [Romans 8:28].

The next million dollar question: Why did God make man when He foreknew that man would disobey Him? The answer to this question provides the very reason God made man.

God wanted a family (cf “The Father and His Family", E W Kenyon). He wanted a family Whom He can lavish His great love and for the family to willingly love Him back. Yet this reciprocal love cannot be made or created.

If love can be forced or created, it is no longer love.

Love has to be mutual for it to be beautiful.

Hence, God made us to learn this: We love Him because He first loved us. [1 John 4:19, AMP]

What does it mean to love God?

It means we so know that He loved us that we can cast our cares upon Him knowing that He cares for us [1 Peter 5:7] and work all things together for our good [Romans 8:28]. 

We so know that He loved us because the death of His only Beloved Son as Jesus the Christ has shown and proven that love for us [Romans 5:8].  

In short, we can trust Him because He loved us from before antiquity to eternity.

The entire Bible from cover to cover is about God’s great love for us. The crimson thread that runs through the Bible from Genesis to Revelation is the love of God for us as demonstrated by the death of His only Beloved Son [Romans 5:8] Who assumed the guise of a mere man from Nazareth by the Name of Jesus, the Christ (Messiah, God’s Anointed One). [Philippians 2:6-8]

The Bible begins with: In the Beginning..”. John 1:1 tells us that “In the beginning [before all time] was the Word (Christ), and the Word was with God, and the Word was God Himself.

The last verse of the Bible, Revelation 22:21, ends with the grace of our Lord Jesus  Christ.

Romans 5:8 tells us that “God shows and clearly proves His [own] love for us by the fact that while we were still sinners, Christ (the Messiah, the Anointed One) died for us.”

To reiterate, the Bible is all about God’s great and unconditional love for me.

In a nutshell, God wants mankind to be His beloved children who will love Him back willingly.  This can only come about when we have a relationship with Him. God showed and proved His love for us. Then He invites us to have a relationship with Him; a Father-and-child relationship and not a Creator-and-created relationship, through His Beloved Son, Jesus the Christ.

A relationship is built on communications a.k.a. prayers or sharing all of the "happenings" and/or "not-happenings" in our lives with Him.

Do not fret or have any anxiety about anything, but in every circumstance and in everything, by prayer and petition (definite requests), with thanksgiving, continue to make your wants known to God. [Philippians 4:6]

We thank God for the divine exchange that has already taken place on the Cross more than two thousand years ago.  Our Beloved Lord and Brother Jesus Christ has taken all of our lack and given us all of His abundance.

2 Corinthians 8:9
For you are becoming progressively acquainted with and recognizing more strongly and clearly the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ (His kindness, His gracious generosity, His undeserved favor and spiritual blessing), [in] that though He was [so very] rich, yet for your sakes He became [so very] poor, in order that by His poverty you might become enriched (abundantly supplied).

I was perturbed by the word “might”. Does it mean maybe? No! It is not a conditional clause but a noun as in power.  By Him dying so very poor, we are given the power to be rich.  Hence, Deuteronomy 8:18 says that it is God Who gives us the power to get wealth!

Deuteronomy 8:18
But you shall [earnestly] remember the Lord your God, for it is He Who gives you power to get wealth, that He may establish His covenant which He swore to your fathers, as it is this day.

Psalm 23:1 says that “The Lord is my Shepherd and I shall not lack”.

Our Lord Jesus revealed in John 10:11 that He is that good Shepherd.

John 10:11
I am the Good Shepherd. The Good Shepherd risks and lays down His [own] life for the sheep.

Jesus the Christ is the Good Shepherd Who has laid down His life for us so as to put into effect the Divine Exchange!

Indeed, the Old [Old Testament] is the New [New Testament] concealed and the New is the Old revealed.

In summary, to obey God is to love God and to love God is to trust Him. 

To quote Smith Wigglesworth, “Only Believe”.

Labor Pains

John 16:21-22 likened Jesus' disciples to a woman in labor.
21A woman, when she gives birth to a child, has grief (anguish, agony) because her time has come. But when she has delivered the child, she no longer remembers her pain (trouble, anguish) because she is so glad that a man (a child, a human being) has been born into the world.

22So for the present you are also in sorrow (in distress and depressed); but I will see you again and [then] your hearts will rejoice, and no one can take from you your joy (gladness, delight).

John 16:33 is the epidural:
I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.]
This series of free pregnancy e-books serves to give an idea of the pregnancy experience. Very suited for men. May this series help in relating better to John 16:21-22 when we experience labor pains in our Christian walk. For a start, may it help the men love and appreciate their wives just that little bit more.
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